Nihongo ga wakarimasen

Now, I am sitting at a table, Japanese for busy people in my hands, and I am really frustrated. I don't remember anything I learnt last term. I am staring at hiragana characters trying to read them, but I just syllabify as a child. OK, I'm only a child when it comes to my knowledge of Japanese, but still... It's annoying.

And what's worse, I am lazy as hell. I should finish preparation for tomorrow Japanese lessons (yes, lessons, I have three of them: Japanese writing - theory, Japanese writing - practice and Japanese language) and start running through my notes for other lessons, and then continue working on diploma thesis. Oh god, with this attitude I will never be able to finish my studies. Not this term. I am looser and idler and slug. At least I am aware of it. Not that it helps with anything. But I have a beautiful icon for it ^_^